Sugar Coating It.

Sat. August 15th 2009
9:45 pm @ Johnson's Crossing.
Made it pretty far today.
Maybe I'll make it to Fairbanks by Monday?
Left camp way late this morning. Didn't make it out till almost 9:30. I must have been the ONLY person in the camp grounds by that hour. It was embarrassing.
Had a crazy dream last night:
Was with my family, we were all swimming. The deep end which fell off quickly seemed nice, but no one wanted to join me. So in a fit, I decided that I could swim alone, and just tell them how awesome it was after. Found a cliff on the other side of the lake to jump off of. Must have been 50feet above the lake. I jumped, and as I was falling, I saw my father. He had this look of terror on his face...like he would never see me again. It was sad and full of fear not knowing what to do.
There was a pivitol moment where in the fall I could have steered towards the shallow end...but in a fit of recklessness dove straight into the deep end.
As I made it easily down to the bottom of the lake....I let some air out of my lungs, so I could stay down there and explore for a moment or two. Just as I was feeling the need to get some more air and accend....I noticed a current. It was slow but VERY strong. I looked back and saw what my father's fear was about. There was a huge underground river at the bottom of the lake!! I was sucked down instantly, plunged into absolute darkness. I was struggling to breath. This was it. I was going to die here. Alone. In the dark. I'd never see my family again. Mortal Terror.
I forced myself away.
Turns out, I had pushed myself way down to the bottom of the sleeping bag in my sleep, and was actually struggling for air.
"Man!" I thought. "That was a bit blunt. Wish my mind could have been less dramatic. Maybe sugar coated that a bit!"

One last thing. Been wearing my rain suit fairly constantly. I look like a moron. But damn that thing keeps all the wind out! It's been hovering around 45-60deg everyday. That thing was the best $89 dollars I've spent this trip!